Judgement day

"If you could see me now would you recognize me?

Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me?

Would you follow every line on my tear-stained face

(...)

Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow

Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

Would you call me a saint or a sinner?

Would you love me a loser or winner?"

- in "If you could see me now" 

by The Script

Perhaps the question should be, can you see me now? 

"This will probably creep you out, but there's an old man standing next to you. I meant to tell you this before. White hair but lacking some, beard, around sixty or seventy years old, there's an N in his name. He likes you very much... It's up to you to figure out who he is..."

I'm not creeped out, it's just that while I know that's not very specific, except for one detail that description fits my late grandfather very well. And I still haven't been able to shake that thought away...