It still breaks my heart every time I hear it but, somehow, it doesn't make me cry anymore. I'm thankful for that, though I wonder if I should, being thankful for a growing indifference that is... My soul is crying hard, all my insides are shredded, the pain burns all over my chest, my throat tightens and I can't fight it. Singing makes it all worse, but I'm a masochist so it's no surprise I keep on reciting the lyrics as the feeling intensifies. What can I say? Part of me still loves that song, there's so much I can relate to, that band had such a special place in my heart, I only regret forging all that meaning to the notion of you.
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