It's been a while hasn't it? Guess I need you more than I realize, you're my peaceful thinking, my rest, my introspection time. I need you to think back on what I've been doing, what's been happening. You see, the day is just too bright for me so I eagerly await to be with you when night falls. Dim the lights or simply turn the off. As you embrace me all the bullshit fades away, for a few moments the world disappears and only the darkness remains. Everything's so calm, it's just so very comforting for me. Doesn't mean everything's okay though, you allow me to think more clearly and I must confess, it doesn't always make it better, the truth is hardly ever pleasant and I find myself wishing I didn't know nearly as much. Then again, when I'm sitting in the dark I feel as though everything will turn out okay, I'll be okay. You're my hope.
Funny how the same thing I used to be awfully terrified of is now something I long for,
my solace.
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