I'm feeling trapped again. I can't breathe no more. And there are so many things I want to do. So many things I need to say but this lump in my throat leaves no space. My chest feels heavy, I can't stay. It feels like I'm choking within myself. I can't even put it into words because these are not ideas but feelings. And feeling is what I do. All too much. All too heavily. All too painfully. Until like a supernova I explode and suddenly there's nothing again. And I'm empty. And I can't feel. Suddenly back where I began.
I can relate to that... :/
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