Pour me a drink, another sleepless night

What does it mean? I want you to tell me but you can't. And I can't ask so how would you even know the question? Sorry I'm no good at reading between the lines. I've learned not to assume certain things, it's my protection against disappointment. What I'm good at is predicting outcomes. I can often see two moves ahead, but not with you. With you I can't say, can't see, can't do, can't ask. What I really want to do...  I can't put into words. And I can't see myself playing this game, I've lost before the first dice roll. I think maybe I've gotten the question all wrong. Not what does it mean but: 

Do you mean it?